gothiccandy666's Journals on Buzznet http://gothiccandy666.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[Things The Water Can't Wash Away]]> http://gothiccandy666.buzznet.com/user/journal/467921/ Things The Water Can't Wash Away
 
They say splash water on your face
Take a breath
Take a rest
Just do your best
Ignore your loneliness
What they don't understand
Is the water can't wash away
What's behind your tear stained face
 
Things the water can't wash away
Are the things that make
Your heart break
It doesn't mean you're ok
When you stop crying
All it means
Is that the tear drops
Have stopped
The water can't wash away the pain
 
You couldn't stop if you tried
They can lie
Tell you everything will be alright
But you know you'll lay in bed tonight
Unable to shut your eyes
Wondering why
You still have yet to die
 
Things the water can't wash away
Are the things that make
Your heart break
It doesn't mean your ok
When you stop crying
All it means
Is that the tear drops
Have stopped
The water can't wash away
The pain
 
You look out the window and watch
The rain fall down
Just like the cries in which
You are starting to drown
You and your face
Memories of mistakes
You thought they were gone
You were wrong
They're coming back to haunt you now
They're coming back to haunt you now
 
Things the water can't wash away
(away, away)
The things the water can't wash away]]> Buzznet gothiccandy666 2007-06-23T22:31:00Z <![CDATA[mcr myspace layout and contact table]]> http://gothiccandy666.buzznet.com/user/journal/159921/
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happiness is like sickness......you'll get over it
marrige is like a song......it'll end
but my love for you......will last to the end
]]> Buzznet gothiccandy666 2007-04-03T13:08:43Z <![CDATA[the story of alittle girl i can relate to]]> http://gothiccandy666.buzznet.com/user/journal/87105/ Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic

Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair

She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound


Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endore

A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear
And softly crys
She loves her parents
But they want her to die

She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
"Please God, why is
My life always sinking? "

Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did

Then one night
Her mom came home high
And the poor child was beaten
As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made

She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
"You deserve to die
You worthless pest!"

The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dieing
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying

Police showed up
At the small little house
Then quickly barged in
Everything quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the little girl
Lieing on the floor

It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms

]]> sad Buzznet gothiccandy666 2006-12-17T19:27:59Z <![CDATA[why?]]> http://gothiccandy666.buzznet.com/user/journal/69167/ why look at me and see satan?

why look at me and not talk to me?

why talk about me when you know you hate life as much as i do?

why start some thing i can finish?

why lie in my face over and over again?

why reject me....why?

]]> Buzznet gothiccandy666 2006-11-05T11:06:48Z <![CDATA[IF I........ (IT'S A POEM)]]> http://gothiccandy666.buzznet.com/user/journal/69163/ IF I...

If i die....will you cry for me

If i fall.... will you catch me

If i cry.... will you wipe away my tears

If i i'm hollow....will fowfill me

If i want you.... will you me back

If i tell the truth....will do the same

If i love you so much i sell my soul to be with you will you come with me

If i tould you i love you...will you say the same...

]]> love hate Buzznet gothiccandy666 2006-11-05T10:50:24Z